The best thing to do is to just try , give it one last shot to have them. Whats the worst that could happen? They don't want you??? Wouldn't that give you some clarity still? You dont have them now , so atleast you know in your heart you tried and there was nothing you could do after that point. But, to lay still and NEVER know,,, uhhhh that is torture.......You might be surprised at the results of your courage.
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