Home....its comfortable but tonight its missing something.
Missing you. Hugs and kisses were handed out tonight but you can't get yours from here. That's not new, its been that way for a couple years but now you know. There is no doubt.
What you thought about, hoped for, maybe even cried for....it never changed. It was always there. just hidden by me and a wall that I felt like I needed to build. I'm sorry.
This isn't make believe. Its real. The feelings have been there....but you can finally see. And I'm glad. Now you can finally see that under a sometimes purposely "blind" exterior, I was always thinking about you. Always worried about you, hoping for the best for you, missing you, loving you. Acting dumb or ignorant is a stupid ploy that I put up to not appear to be concerned.
What will we do? I have no idea. What will this ultimately become? I can't say. But I know what I'm glad I did say.....yes.
to use a line from the old days.....you know.
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